So here I am again on the bed
Staring at the ceiling so empty
Like my chest for now so hollow
Because I dont keep it with me
For I since child who is careless
Dear God so I asked how can you?
Keep it in a child who is careless
The heart.The Center.The Secret.
So I went to the bar of hearts
where they used to sell hearts
I asked the merchant in lowtone
How much worthy is my secret
And everyone stopped and stared
at the careless boy holding heart
And wonder if i had not runaway
They had all kind of knives
For my price in thier eyes
So I came back curious to know
My heart.My Center.My secret.
And I opened all kind of books
the pages the words the numbers
A year passed.Another followed.
In autumn my heart was strange
In winters it felt euphoric unlike others
The flowers it liked, the colors it picked
The pain it felt The happiness it sensed
And I kept on rolling in its mystery for
Another year passed.Another followed.
Then came its alone moment
Where It stopped.It got tired.
It did not felt anything
it did not sense anything
where it needed me
To leave him alone
And just as I though it might
just break any moment now
There I stood watching the world
between something and nothing
And I was in this numb body
Moving myself around the world
Because my center had collapsed
So I blew where the wind took me
I walked where the trails lead me
Another year passed.Another followed.
I swear the morning I woke up
All kind of stars were in the sky
As If I am thier center in the sky
And I knew it inside my chest
who is back for the careless boy
I who became its addict
For one might be tested without it
So the last night i slept with it
The merchant finaly got away with it
So here I am again on the bed
Staring at the ceiling so empty
like my chest for now so hollow
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