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Behind the Eyes
Finally they see it,
Hidden behind my eyes
All the nights lying in bed,
all the tears I've cried.
My chest feels stuck,
in the same tight loop.
panic attacks and hurting
My smile never droops.
One last thing to tip me over,
One last thing to make me break,
One more person hurts me,
I can, no longer fake.
I hurt and I cry,
I hurt all alone,
I can't deal anymore,
I feel like a drone.
I'm constantly on autopilot,
to make everyone else smile,
I can no longer cope with lying,
To save everyone but myself.
The amount of times I've thought of dying,
Countless is all to say.
But everybody always assumes zero,
because I'm "happy" every day.
#hurting #depression #alone
Hidden behind my eyes
All the nights lying in bed,
all the tears I've cried.
My chest feels stuck,
in the same tight loop.
panic attacks and hurting
My smile never droops.
One last thing to tip me over,
One last thing to make me break,
One more person hurts me,
I can, no longer fake.
I hurt and I cry,
I hurt all alone,
I can't deal anymore,
I feel like a drone.
I'm constantly on autopilot,
to make everyone else smile,
I can no longer cope with lying,
To save everyone but myself.
The amount of times I've thought of dying,
Countless is all to say.
But everybody always assumes zero,
because I'm "happy" every day.
#hurting #depression #alone
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