Some say I am too much,
Exaggerated,Extraterrestrial,
Over the board,
I guess ,I guess I am too dramatic.
For I have thinking of someone so highly, so deeply in love.
That i couldn't bear to have one mere mistake from my side.
I have ego, I have pride.
Such a huge one that i could never keep it aside.
Still struggling through everything I changed ,I changed from someone to someone i thought i never would.
Changed to someone that disgust me everyday.
A version Lower of me i guess,
Would it be good, is it not enough?
I tried so hard to get where i was before but you didn't like it.
You threw and messed with everypart and everything of me around.
You definitely can't HANDLE!
I thought would it not be just nice ?
but i realised my worth is just not right .
Perhaps is it I am not meant for you !
Can't say where we will be.
Don't know where we are.
Will it be past, will it be destiny?
Love has its own struggle the partner doesn't know about.
Love has its own way to make someone suffer.
Did I deserved this , Is it enough to make your heart buffer?
I am still that unsatisfactory?
That you always make me worthless.
Or is it i am really not good enough?
Or i left some part and seriously loved you less?
Whatever be it I am still huge peice of crap.
I AM STILL THE MOST WORTHLESS.