(During this situation, I heard from one of my ex's friend that she wants to talk with me..But she can't find a way to talk with me..So I call her..)
I dial her number after thinking a lot..
Hey, girl I heard you wanna talk with me?
She says , yeah I want to tell you something.. Are you free?
(I am in my mind..)
Is she thinking to give us another shot!!
In reality, tell me what do you want?
Umm, I heard about your result , congrats Dip..
I said but I should thank you cause you are the reason behind my leap!
(She sounds shocked..)
Why, we did not meet in years..
My inner voice- bitch, you may forget me but I can't forget my tears!
Aloud, anyway tell me how are you?
She says, I am fine just thinking what to do..
(I am hearing that voice and still feeling her..)
So, do you remember that day you called?
(She speaks fast..)
I am sorry, I should have give us more time..
I laugh, well I think it's late to call you again mine!
She says, think about it Dip,you loved me ..
Sorry, dear he is dead now! can't you see!
But what about the promises you did?
Well, before it grows you killed the seed!
But can you live without me by your side??
It was impossible then but now it's a solo ride..
(I am crying silently..She hears that..)
Dip, I am sorry. I will call you later..
Take some time to think, it will be better!
(Call ends.. I am sitting alone in my room..I can't forget her presence still now.. but I think I should..)
if you read this long give your thoughts.. It will mean a lot to me..
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© Soumyadip