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Overfull
I’m sitting at my kitchen counter and the pizza is fresh out of the oven
I tell myself one slice
Okay two
Three is the max
4 is bad
But I think I’m still hungry
I can’t tell my feelings are funny
I stop at 4, already feeling bad
I see the mega stuffed Oreo I’ve never had
I use my self control and eat one
But there’s a lunchable in the fridge I haven’t had yet
My friend says she’ll share
But now I’m full and she’s just sitting there
My thighs are touching on the seat I’m sitting on
They wouldn’t if I didn’t eat this much
But now I have to balance out correct?
I take a banana from the rack
My stomach is bulging now
My coat is hugging my arms and all the way down
My skin feels a little to tight
The weight of my body a little too much
I tell myself I’ll have self control tomorrow
But then tomorrow comes and I repeat that sentence
I hate my body and I hate my mind
I hate being overfull I hate my mother saying it’s fine
I don’t want to be overfull
I want to empty
© Waiteing
I tell myself one slice
Okay two
Three is the max
4 is bad
But I think I’m still hungry
I can’t tell my feelings are funny
I stop at 4, already feeling bad
I see the mega stuffed Oreo I’ve never had
I use my self control and eat one
But there’s a lunchable in the fridge I haven’t had yet
My friend says she’ll share
But now I’m full and she’s just sitting there
My thighs are touching on the seat I’m sitting on
They wouldn’t if I didn’t eat this much
But now I have to balance out correct?
I take a banana from the rack
My stomach is bulging now
My coat is hugging my arms and all the way down
My skin feels a little to tight
The weight of my body a little too much
I tell myself I’ll have self control tomorrow
But then tomorrow comes and I repeat that sentence
I hate my body and I hate my mind
I hate being overfull I hate my mother saying it’s fine
I don’t want to be overfull
I want to empty
© Waiteing
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