As I walk into the home that is ours I can smell you but then you are absent from our home because of me. I miss you walking through the door with smiles to want to see me, walking to each other with a hug and kiss and asking how our day went. Remember you laying next to me during the night how you would kiss my neck, hold me tight, saying you love me, that I am beautiful. Waking up next to you with our good morning kisses when I'm off to work.
I feel alone, that is my fault, you are worth more than you would ever give yourself credit for. You are the one I want for the rest of my life, you are my person. When you are gone I feel lost and not complete and that something is missing from my life and that is you. You are a one of kind, I do not want to lose you, my lover, my life, my everything, my best friend, my ride or die.

I love you always 💙🩵