In a dilemma to sleep in night,
i started wondering about my life
Which is full of many troubles and wonderful things.....

I was Thinking about the purpose of my life...
I think this must be happening to you too, isn't it? That's when I started dreaming with my opened eyes The moonlight
of the dark night started twinkling in my eyes ,
I was feeling like I am in some strange world.

Then I felt as if someone is pouring chilled water on my head.
I feel like this whole night is mine.

I found myself very strong...I wanted to see the whole world through the eyes of the sky...
that time I sat on the top of the clouds and ignoring all the stars... yearning to see that beautiful world

I could see the whole world blurred, either someone has put a veil in front of my eyes.
Then somewhere from far away some birds were seen flying towards me.
They had golden glitter on their wings and they carried something big in their beaks In a few moments, that herd stood in front of me...
I could not see anything clearly except them. Now I'm starting to like it there... I don't want to let the night pass After coming near those birds,
I came to know that they are my own dreams, my only desires which I had not told anyone till date.
That big thing in their beaks was representing all those dreams, Then when I wanted to look at the clouds, I saw sand, when I looked in front of me, the huge ocean was disturbing that calm night with its waves.
Only then I remembered that all those golden birds of dreams have disappeared! I was trying to catch those birds but i couldn't.I was looking at those waves that at the same time someone's cry was increasing the playfulness of that turbulent ocean. That creepy sound was coming from the waves of that ocean...
She was only a girl, I saw her screaming because the ocean was pulling her towards itself. I thought to save her but as my feet were stuck in the sand, I started seeing around for help. I kept screaming, in a few moments the scene in front of my eyes changed...
I felt like I came back from another world, I saw the ceiling of my room...
I woke up with a jolt and started looking in my room, then my eyes went to the diary lying on my bed. I don't know why without thinking I picked it up and looked at the front page...
I saw my writing on it, in big letters I had written "Kuch baatein apni diary se"
I turned the page of the diary some letters were emerging on it It was written in clear words...." So how was the world of dreams?, Hey don't think too much, I am your diary... You must remember that you have shared all your dreams and sorrows with me, right?I shook my head... the next page of the diary automatically turned The surprising thing was that everything I had written had been erased.
The letters emerged again in the diary... Don't worry whatever you have written is in its place, I have just made it disappear for some time. listen to me now , Everything you saw right now was not your dream... it was the real world of your dreams. You must have loved that world very much in the beginning, but as soon as you reached the shore of the ocean, that scream made you restless, didn't it? Due to the your unnecessary focus on the waves of the ocean, even the golden birds of dreams flew away. do you know the reason behind it?
I said, no!
'' hm, i knew it... see, when you entered in a dream world you saw the moonlight twinkling Then your mind got a lot of peace There was a longing in your heart to see the world from the sky That wish of yours was also fulfilled, you sat on the clouds Even after a million of your efforts, you were seeing the world blurry ... Look, it means that the moonlight was your small wish, which you were happy to see fulfilled. You wished again that you could see the whole world through the eyes of the sky, you tried but failed because at that time your mind became very enthusiastic You couldn't control yourself You didn't focus on one thing Then you started thinking about your dreams in defeat and your golden dreams came in front of you in the form of birds. You gazed at them for a moment, but then you started focusing on the clouds, which symbolize your troubles.
You came to the edge of the ocean where you got busy looking at the giant.waves After a few moments,
when you remembered the golden dream birds, they were going far away from you. You couldn't catch them even after your best efforts , you must have found it a bit unbelievable but you saw a girl in the grip of those waves she screamed for her rescue but you couldn't help her,
You were sitting on that sandy beach but your feet were frozen in the sand They were not frozen but you were afraid of those waves and your desires were not strong .. Do you know who was that girl who hiccupped in the waves? That was you!
Its simple meaning is that :( if you want to fulfill small wishes then they will be fulfilled. But you can't prove yourself to the world with it You have to think about your goal , your ambitions by taking those things with you.
When you are determined, then those golden dreams will be enough to show you the way to reach your destination.
But if you focus on your present situation, you will think about your troubles even you can't help yourself you will get trapped in huge sorrows. you have to believe in yourself if you will get dependent on others it can't be useful. all these things will affect your Dreams... and hence it will go far away from you.
I am saying all these things to you because I am your diary i know everything about your heart and mind.
You considered me as your best friend so it's my duty to advise you. Hope you understood whatever i had said to you.)
I was shocked to hear all this And I knew what to do next .. and my sleep also stopped fighting and accepted me.
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