I choked on my thoughts;
Somehow it's giving me a red rose;
Bunnies and carrots,
Somehow got them off the railroad!

I tried and savored up
but it just won't stop, I died a defeating death,
For not sobering up too soon
and somehow that's just so sad!

I learnt yet I don't,
Hoping for a million gazillion breakthrough,
Thoughts and oh so many thoughts
Blinded my ears and made my eyes deaf!

It's upsetting to think,
How I made myself a victim!
Forbearing and not wavering,
These stupid infinity I loathe!

I...