nothing is scarier than
knowing that others
find you boring and...
exhausting
lame
imaginary noses turned
upwards at such a shame
you doubt yourself
no one likes you
it's on repeat
what did I do?
what did I not say
who looked at Me
with anger or doubt?
now I'm really in my head.
I don't fucking know
over and over in my mind
please tell them to get out
My heart definitely minds....
can you please just go