so many things
i lived alone
even happiness
i experienced alone
when i needed support
i pat my head to sleep
when i needed a hug
i just wrapped myself with pillow
it knew me more than anyone
so many feelings i felt alone
from very young age
when i was at a age to smile
i drank my tears
when i was at age to love
i spent moments alone
parents can fuck you up
more than anyone in the world.
© ripper