Frustration seeps in like a flood,
Slowly but surely, it fills my blood.
I feel my body giving up, my soul too tired to fight.
Days have turned into nights and nights into days.
Too afraid to sleep, I stay awake whole night
My mind isn't helping much, overthinking is the part it plays.
Reality is more safe than my sleep.
Nightmares are those moments that were once my memories.
My thoughts far from this world, they are now more than deep.
Am just a body with its soul far away, looking like one of those zombies

The Heat rises, a fire in my chest
I can't contain it, I must confess
If this world was a game, I'd be on my last life
For the pain I feel feels like like a cut of a knife
Even though I try to be happy at times,
the pain I feel deep down my heart never dies
I tried therapy and so many things to heal
It just never works because it never really changed the way I feel.

I wear different masks to hide the pain
But there's no Chang, there's nothing that I really gain.
The pain is still there, and the feelings are just the same.
Pain over and over I feel depressed.
Heart filled with so much pain
It makes me shout and scream in vain
Am losing myself, am losing my mind
I really think am getting insane

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