I have beautiful thoughts
of you.
I've decided to never defame your name again.
I want to earn your trust back,
I know the feelings feel harsh and tempered.
I know who I am right now, I know who I can be.
God, I truly believe, he needed to work on me.
I'm not perfect.
you made note that my imperfections
we're too imperfect for your directions,
though I have carved around the jagged edges,
and I'm not expecting to be forgiven.
I just want a chance to see
if I can be apart of some recovery.
reviving love is not easy,
for many after who I was to you,...