IM SO LONELY, SO TIRED OF LIEING TO MYSELF, DAY IN AND DAY OUT, TELLING MYSELF OVER AND OVER EVERY THING WILL BE ALRIGHT. I FOUND MY SELF CONSTANTLY DAY DREAMING ABOUT THIS WOMAN I NEVER MET AND PERSONALLY DO SHE EVEN EXIST OR MY MIND JUST PLAYING GAMES ON MY MIND, KEEPING ME FOOL, SO I CAN HAVE A FAKE SMILE COVERING MY FACE. EVEN THOUGH IM SICK OF THIS GAME. I NEED HER HERE. IM SICK OF TALKING TO MY SELF, ITS REALLY BECOMING ANNOYING TO MY OWN THOUGHTS, I BELIEVE I MADE THE RIGHT DECISION TO LEAVE MY WIFE, BUT MY FLESH TELLING ME ITS WAS THE WRONG DECISION, I NEED A WOMAN TOUCH SO I CAN STOP THINKING OF MY WIFE DAY IN AND DAY OUT BECAUSE ITS WAS A LIE THE WHOLE 12 YEARS, HER FAULT MY FAULT, BUT SHE WILL NEVER ADMIT THAT, SO IM STUCK WITH HER LIES HIDDEN DEEP IN MY SOUL CORE THAT LINGER THOURGH MY BRAIN CELLS ATTACHING THEMSELVES TO EVER ORGAN IN MY BODY. I JUST NEED SOMEONE,NOT JUST ANYONE, TO REEL ME FROM THE OCEAN OF DOOM, SET ME FREE DRY ME OUT PLEASE.
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