Maybe I deserve all this pain!
Always feel like I’m just circling the drain!
Too many things going on inside my brain!

Everyday trying to be the same person I’ve always been getting so much harder to maintain!
Every dark thought of feeling like you’re never good enough getting harder and harder to contain!
I keep on trying but don’t know if I can escape or break that chain!

My mind doesn’t want another mental war again!
How many times will these demons try to convince me to take a blade to a vein?
I tell them back off, stay in your own lane!

Maybe I go stand out in a thunderstorm and the rain!
Maybe I’ve...