When I think about you, I get this tingly feeling in my hands that feel like a tens unit shocking me and it flows up my arms into my neck, I feel my heart beat quicken with a thought of a kiss even on my cheek from your lips as you mustache gently brushes against my skin.
I feel your hands up my back as if you were with me always ready to devour me with a single bite.
The weight of my hands ready to touch your shoulders and feel every fiber within your muscle because it flexes when I touch you in response to a passion so great that I hope you feel my love in every caress.
I can be jealous but never want to have those thoughts in the discussion because I don't want my insecurities to stand out in a way you feel uncomfortably in my presence.
When I am quiet I am probably debating myself about the reality of your love and how I am worthy but sometimes feel insecure.
I am open you advances and will be honest if something isn't doing it for me.
You make me feel protected and loved in a way that has never been a part of my life. My father couldn't have cared less, my past relationships were never protective, probably part of a self worth inventory shortage.
I have trusted people that have bit me but I always forgave too many times because that is my nature.
I don't really hold grudges that well, I live to serve those that appreciate and those that don't because serving is not about them it's about me and my heart, I love to spoil my people you are one of the most precious people in my life.

© Jetty