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To Live; or To Be Alive;
I want to live without killing myself trying to do so, or perhaps I want to die,
or maybe I don't want to die, maybe I'm just dying to be alive, to feel the rush of things,
to breath the fresh air,
to drink a cup of warm coffee every morning,
to sit and relax in the sun,
to smell lavender and go on walks in filed of Flowers, to be held by someone I truly love, not even romantically, but someone who I feel comfortable with, maybe I don't want to die, maybe I want to be alive
and not just live
perhaps I also want to die,
I can't choose,
enternal peace with no worries or thoughts,
or living, not knowing if I'll be able to stay alive enjoying the ups and hating the downs
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