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Empty feeling.
We all know it, how could we not?
It can't really be described.
It's just dead.
and you'd agree, that's all that really needs to be said.

It's the empty feeling.
It's the feeling, that's either a buildup,
or a sudden light flip, a click you wake with.
It's the feeling.
when something plain comes so interesting to stare at,
what a nice ceiling.

It's when you're there.
hoping you'd atleast cry from all the sht you feel inside.
but you cant.
because you don't feel.
dead.just dead.
the world feels dead.

The empty feeling,
is when you can physically smile,
but inside you,
theres nothing but an empty file.
all blank,
like the heart you once had, had already sank.

It the empty feeling.
when your partner,
is sweet, so sweet, so caring to you,
but you don't feel.
It dosent feel like anything.
all words said so empty.
"I love you"
Those words that'd melt,
didn't feel.

The empty feeling.
rely on it to question your trust,
friendship and relationship.
Are they really a must?
Do they even care?
or am i worth less than a single spec of dust?
rely on it to break you.
to make you silent,
keep your empty mind in quiet yet violent.
To get a saw,
and get rid of the emotion in your heart.
To kill it all.
stabbed,
like a board and a dart.
poor poor heart.
The empty feeling.
Don't worry, you'll be guilty,
should you talk to anyone?
oh surely you'd be selfish,
so shush, keep silent little one.
Deal with it without your someone.
Let it swallow you whole.
Let it dig your heart a bigger hole.
So tempting to let the emptiness sink in.

but trying to talk can help.
It can.
let them know their words feel empty and useless
Let them know you feel suffocated with every breath you take
Let them know, and they'll understand.Surely, it can pass,
Can it really?
It varies in everyone.
This feeling makes you feel like you're a no one,
that you're not a someone.

This empty feeling,
This dead feeling.


(wrote this one a while back too)