Its 3.00 am and I keep looking at the ceiling.
Idk whats this exactly but I feel too many emotions.
I have this sad feelings and suddenly everything gets all blur.
I have teary eyes and my pillow soaked with salty water.
Idk the reason behind the tears that fall from my eyes or the reason behind why do I feel so sad, so upset and feel too many emotions all together.
Am I holding up alot of things that bother me?
Or am I just tired?
I still dk why.
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The random urge to just stay awake and feel the void inside my heart and just cry out silently. Without hiding them. Cause thats the only time when you find peace. When everybody else is asleep and its just you, your emotions and your thoughts.
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Now that I think of it I suddenly have too many thoughts in my mind about me not being able to do anything in life...