I could take the pills
I could cut, but i would probably miss the veins
Anything to end my suffering
Surely will do
Is a swift bullet. To the brain
Anything to end the pain
I could jump
Or i could hang
I'd rather go out with a bang!
I could use a toaster out in the cold rain
Or crash a vehicle
Or jump from a plane
Anything to end the suffering
Anything go seize the pain
Any way i can
The only thought that brings me comfort
I. Grateful for all life but there value is higher than my own
To be beyond this life where i feel so alone
I stood for hope in love and faith in joy but i lay down this life
I get to eternally rest
I fought with the demons
But fell to their prey
You can remember
That you to my only purpose
In this life and I'll see you in the next maybe tomorrow or the next day
Ill cross my fingers each time i pray
For god to pick up me and all the other trash you've thrown it away

© Christopher j. Jarman