I want to be loyal.
I want to give you everything I've got.
I want to be with you forever.
I want to know you, in your entirety.
I want to love you and..
I want to die loving you.
I don't want to have any other reason to live
but you, you'll be my reason for everything.
for not giving up on myself,
for not giving up on life,
for not running away from things,
and for trying to be better
because I can't do it for myself.
I don't really care I don't know why.
I want to.. but I can't.
But there is one thing I care about.
It's you, but I can't find you anywhere.
or are you with me right now? are you even real?
but if that's you, then what am I searching for?
It doesn't add up.
All I know is that I care about you
and I know that for a fact.
that I can't stop thinking about you.
that I can't imagine a moment without you
but so many years have gone by.
and I'm yearning for your touch.
Will you? come back and meet me in my dreams?
'cause there's so much I have to share with you....