even though people discourage me by their cruel words
no one can see my wounds
no one knew, how I feel
even though I take their words quietly
yes, they are right or I am wrong
am I really not good enough
even though I question myself
you wasted your parents money
your degree doesn't suit your personality
you have no future, you useless fellow
even though people under estimates me
why, just because I am a bit old fashioned
why?speaking English is so much important in our country
why?freshers are not welcome in most of the companies
why?there are so many fraud agencies who thug money from youngsters.
why? we feel embarrassed to speak in our mother tongue hindi
why? people don't understand experience build confidence in a person
why? people don't thinks to give a chance to freshers
why? why?why?
even though my own shadow takes over me
even though the darkness in my heart make disappears me
even though I don't answer anything to bullshit's
even though people said I won't get a Job
even though rejection makes me feel upset
I believe their is a light,passes through me in the darkness
I believe the dream I pursued one day I fulfill
I believe I will answer people not with my words but with my achievements
because their is a hope, still a hope
a hope just a hope somewhere inside me.


© aiman