You did all you possibly can
You were my mom and my dad
Although you taught me how to be strong
but I've turned out to be this weakling
I'm sorry mommy but it was never your fault.

All those moments I've cried
And yearned for him
you assured me everything will be alright
All those moments I've seen you cry
brew anger in my heart
although you taught me forgiveness
I've turned out to be this unforgiving
I'm sorry mommy but it was never your fault.

All the disappointments
all the pain people caused me
although you taught me love
I've turned out to be this hateful
I'm sorry mommy but it was never your fault.

All the loneliness
All the misery in my
although you taught me happiness
and to forever bare a smile of kindness
but I've turned out to be this forever sad
I'm so sorry mommy,
But IT WAS NEVER YOUR FAULT!


© zina