is it really an irrational fear?
i'm fine being alone
in open fields
with sun shining bright
butterflies lingering
on the flowers
and trees dancing in the breeze
at rhythm.
i'm also fine being around
both, people i know
and don't.
i like this world
for it's immense pleasurable
nature
and openness
the rivers flowing at their pace
the wind breezing at it's speed
the thunders lightening with its energy.
but;
i get sick
when i'm trapped in closed rooms
with no or too many people.
i can't breath
my lungs ready to give up
my heart racing a marathon
and body sweating out
all it's hydration.
yes, i'm claustrophobic
not only with closed places
but also with the people's minds
with narrow thoughts.
maybe
i suffocate.
i try to breath.
i try to survive.
but
lose the hope of living.
~ is it an irrational fear after all?
© Rajvik
in open fields
with sun shining bright
butterflies lingering
on the flowers
and trees dancing in the breeze
at rhythm.
i'm also fine being around
both, people i know
and don't.
i like this world
for it's immense pleasurable
nature
and openness
the rivers flowing at their pace
the wind breezing at it's speed
the thunders lightening with its energy.
but;
i get sick
when i'm trapped in closed rooms
with no or too many people.
i can't breath
my lungs ready to give up
my heart racing a marathon
and body sweating out
all it's hydration.
yes, i'm claustrophobic
not only with closed places
but also with the people's minds
with narrow thoughts.
maybe
i suffocate.
i try to breath.
i try to survive.
but
lose the hope of living.
~ is it an irrational fear after all?
© Rajvik