Whenever I look into your eyes,
They are shining so bright,
The glimpse of your little smiles,
I know I love you so much.

But the red roses are slowly withering,
The love are slowly dying,
My interest is slowly losing,
My feelings for you is fading.

I am trying to get it back,
Yet, I feel so stuck,
I do not know what is the reason,
Maybe it's the change of my season.

The way I see you is not like when the first time I met you, anymore.
Why my feelings for you are slowly fading?
Before when we both dances off the shore,
You're the only girl I'm seeing.

We have been through thunderstorms,
We have been through the thorns,
Have been on each other's scorns.
But our relationship was never got torn.

I feel so guilty,
I know that you still love me.
I feel so silly,
Because I know to myself that it's not you anymore for me.

How can I tell you that I lost my feelings already?
I don't want to see you grief because of me,
I don't want to break you into thousand pieces,
But my feelings really vanishes.

I don't want you to expect that I still have you on my mind and heart,
I'm slowly getting eaten up.
I hope you find a better one,
Someone that will never turn you down.

I want to hold you until the day we die,
But I think we are not forever to be tied,
For each other's hands,
Yet my feelings are all a lie.

I can't hide it anymore,
I can't bear it anymore,
I can't hold it no more,
I don't like you to be on my next chapter, mi amore.

Please, forgive me,
This is not so me,
Everything really fades,
My love for you already escapes.
© adii.andrade

Anagapesis (n.) No longer feeling any affection for someone you once loved.