I Miss being in love, touched, caressed, bruises and tulips,

Beauty and new shit, hurts so good but you know -

if it's painful bring in the pleasure, I want it to be you And me forever, animalist behavior, every part of me loving the danger, willing to deeply love a stranger,

I want your fire and romance...




I miss being wanted, I miss being needed, with my last who knows how long he cheated, I want the effort even more then I'm given, always day dreaming who the fuck am

I kidding, I want you right now and I don't want to wait, thinking about our first date, I would love to be the thing on your dinner plate, Taste buds and your palate, are you up for the challenge, promising flavors that are Umami, please come work on my body -My chakras been outta wack for a long time, I want you to exist so you can calm the storm inside of me, Adore me and take my anxiety, relax the chaos in my mind be that part of me, need you like I need an artery, sex so bomb - have me screaming

out yahtzee and illustrate it all on this mattress

Then on to my canvas....




The way that I want to love you

is endless, if this is all medical, you are the medicine, Expertise all in the finger tips, intricate, I miss all the passion, don't mind the questions I'm asking, Drink me up like I'm an old fashioned, nourishment for your soul,

I want to be magnetic, intertwined in you, want to hide

in you, Close my eyes with you, My safe place, intuitive, Always in my thoughts, I guess you don't know what intrusion is, the conclusion is - I can't see my life without you, you don't exist yet, we haven't met, But maybe we accidentally bumped into each other or maybe you swiped left - I would swipe left to, I'm not necessarily ready for you, I just like to wonder, I want you to Court me, be on that bridgerton, Most of my dates have been with some villains and if they had a house it would be Slytherin, none of them ended up winners or able to run in this gauntlet, never to sip from my fountain, never to hold the goblet...




I miss all the cuddles, the butt rubs, the type of stuff - that would make my blood run, kisses like Cinnamon, tongue is intoxicated, drunk off you as if this was happy belated, everything pales in comparison,

Batman with the pattinson, Selina Kyle walk a mile for you, everything you've ever wanted come true,

send you a text, telling you to come through,

Have the advantage, to keep it discreet,

You know I like how you want to come sneak,

I miss it all, it's still not complete.

© wolfbeclutchin