who said that I am northing
who said I can not do it
who said I will always be down
who said I am asking

YOURSELF! answered the inner me.
you always claim your failure
you never trusted US!, I mean you
said the inner me in a mocking tone

what have I done I always want to be right
but you never let me win
Everytime I want to stand up and run
you hold me tight and restrain
I hate you.

look who say!!!! yesterday you wanted to commit suicide, thanks to me
I was already wake up and restrain you
I will never stop advising you unless you listen and behave
look you are the enemy of US! I mean yourself
wake up from your daydream and fight your weakness
no one will come to fight for you
if you don't want.
anyway I am tired get us into sleep

sometimes I thank my inner me
though she is tough
I am making a bed for us to sleep
and so to wake up and found myself ready to fight my enemy who is myself

© healing thoughts