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Stuck in a battle between my heart and mind
Laying on my bed in a cold morning,
The cold wind slapping my soft skin,

But then, that cold wind didn't reach up to the battle going on in my head.

My heart and mind are in constant battles,
My mind doesn't want to remember all the pains
but my heart kept on insisting because it wants to re-live all the moments even though it hurts.

Who should I support?
Is it my heart or my mind?
Am stuck in a dilemma.

My mind is right but,
My heart isn't wrong either.

Am tired of getting stuck, in these battles which seems to be never ending.

A battle which is affecting my mental health.

"But you have to support one of us." My heart and mind said.
After a lot of hesitation and courage my decision came up.

I would support my mind, I don't want to re-live any memories, memories which would hurt me again and make me lose it all.

And then everything stopped, there was no noise or battles anymore, everything became silent in the inside.

Finally, peace has egluified me completely, making me realize that life is peaceful when you heart and mind is same state then everything would goes well.




© kaya_N