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I’ve realized that I’ve felt the tears of sorrow
but have never felt a joy that
has brought me to tears
That I know the feeling of being infatuated
but not in love
That I know my way around
tearing apart toxicity
but not how to build and maintain
a healthy relationship
That I live my life because I’m too afraid to die and not because
I’ve found something worth living for
That every time I laugh it’s by myself
when I’d rather share it with someone else
I blame myself for these
feelings and circumstances
Now I just have to learn
the blueprints of life
so I can build