This miserable maelstrom of lows,
Holds me down below the waterline ,
Where I can't open my eyes,
hearing is nulled ,
And I'm left with my feelings to the extreme , plus overemphathized.

All of this for whatever reason
Has a negative twist ,
An unregulated death wish to live with,
A mesmerizing force so menacing
It feels like I'm metaphorically
Drowning in meloncholy .
Literally dwelling figuritively,
Outside my head , inside my mind ,
What does this mean who am I to decide...