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Hate myself 💔
I hate my self for being like this ,
I want to love you but I hold back,
i want to hold your hand,
Wanna give my whole world to you.

I cry myself and shut myself,
I hate myself that I can't love you back ,
I'm sorry that I have to leave you like this,
I'm sorry for being like this.

Don't wanna hurt you,
wanna hold you in my arms ,
But you see dear ,
our life never goes as we plan.

Hating myself everyday,
Beating myself everyday,
Why are you so coward ?
Why can't you have him as you want ?

But my heart screamed yesterday,
You silly i could have him if i want,
But sometimes you just have to let go ,
So they can live happily ,
being with you can hurt him the most.

You can't have him and let him go as you wish ,
love can't be like this,
if you can't stay forever,
you better stay away from him forever.
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