I can't further ! I loose !
The battle i was fighting since years,
Which I always hoped to win ,
But ! Today tired of new arms and new armies ,
Tired of spontaneous attacks on me;
Now i will quit !
Which is the only way, i see ;
I accepted my defeat ,
Though i was already dead ,
Still , Now will leave this house like human body ,
I can't further ! I loose !

Though before this war ,
I used to be like everyone else ,
Both from outside and inside ;
Everyday a real smile !
Not like this which now i show .

Thought, one day I'll be winning the war ,
One day I'll be fulfilling all my wishes ,
But now i am tired and frustrated ,
My arms have ended and no armies to protect me ;
I am alone , reluctant to death ,
I can't further ! I loose !

My power has ended , can't further fight !
Though many days i tried my best ;
The war run long , since years ,
Hitting me at every stage ,
Hurting my feelings and thoughts ,
Melting my tears , bending my soul ,
The only way to get out of it is to quit !
Quit this life in search of a better place ;
Quit this game , which is killing me everyday !
Hence , I can't further ! I quit !

© Bishal kalita