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crowded without a crowd
.I just want to chill.

I find it hard to fit in with people my age.
oh what I'm little to no fun because I already did all this when i was young.

I don't think "party people" are my party people.
they say stupid shit like "I just Wanna chill". really I find that silly because getting drunk and throwing up all over the fuck and popping pills just ain't my version of "chill".

I'm not a goody-goody.
trust me I'm far from proper
I guess maybe I'm different
there's so Many versions of me that has already lived this.

I dont shy from a rave but I'd rather go out in the country for a day my "chill" is on top of a mountain or holding my breath in the water maybe taking Polaroid pictures in the trees I guess my chill just has a breeze.

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