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A sin or two


so ima let you in on a few of my sins. I'm a sinner. no doubt. Who's about to confess as best I can. It's not easy for me to admit to my shit. But I understand the severity of the situation and what it may cost. I truly do value what I know will be my greatest loss. I crossed a line that I never knew was there. It's a thin line between you know and I hear love isn't enough, so how do I love if I ain't never been thought how. I didn't hear the crowds shit chat. Or see them smiling faces standing there in the crowd with that stare in their eyes ready to point me out in the line Every step I take a bigger crime done did with her and her and her too. Why I can't get passed the foolery part of my existence. I don't know, shit just crazy. baby you knew who I was I before we started this. Nothing I do or did Is intended to be a diz. Shit I wish I didn't put you in the state of mind your in right now, confusion is the bases of what we are right now. I don't know how ima make everything ok, wait I know the steps needed. Because now I'm starting to feel the meaning of what they say when they say you never know what you got until it's gone. Its like the song says I did you wrong. It was dumb it turned you numb now we're done. Was it worth it? Chale its my biggest mistake. I never understood that one saying. Hows it go again? oh yeah I remember now, you can't have your cake and eat it

too.

This is my confession

Forgive me for being such a fool.

And not doin what you wanted me to do
© Juan Blue demon Alvarez