I wondered many times,
what turns in life i should have not taken
and many others, if i had a time machine
how many i should have retaken..

when time has passed upon life's lonely shore,
and we look back to times no more
when black waves of deepest sea,
come crashing and thrashing upon your door,
when we look back and should have done more,

what should have been can be no more,
and life's flicker and feather flame,
Becomes the light of etheral blames
i sit and think, was it only my fault?

Realizing this new being in myself
i miss myself so much,
but it got lost with your fading memories
now i can't even fix anything..

I watch the birds fly and wish to fly
and it's just so hard to say goodbye,
sun will shine and rain will fall
and waves will fall upon this lonely shore,
But i still wonder why?.......





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