The time was not easy...
for my heart ...
just some time before he was singing and dancing in spring garden which fill up with lot of lovely flowers...
and the air of garden completely dissolved with love, faith, hope.
but .....
just after some time everything was vanished...
just some time before my hand felt like they are fill with lot of happiness ...
but just after some time they get disappear...
my heart which was totally busy in her enjoyment.....
get breaked ....
candle of hope gave me hand ..
it tookcare of me...
and keeps grown up my all dreams... again...exactly like before my heart were enjoying... starts enjoyed..sang a song in spring garden ...
but he came and cut the thread of faith...and my heart get injured again..
but yet my heart not gave up...
he get stand with own light and ​again he came and gave a wound on memories..

i know he was not for me ...
but still i absored his all memories in my soul...
i know he don't love me...
but one day he will realise same deep feel for me like me....
for that day...
only for that day...
i can't collect potential to take a decision to let him go...

i know this is necessary for me for healthy life but...
my feelings...
I can't...
I am helpless...
© shafika singh