Tired.
Worn down.
Broken.
Stressed.
Depressed.
The way I've felt for over 4 years is unbearable.
Feeling like I have a duty, but being put in utter darkness.
Grieving even though the people I want in my life are still alive.
I know what I have to do to get there, but being stuck on what was the past and knowing I need to keep moving forward. Knowing non of it will be the same.
Trying to work on my self and be a better me yet my self...