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I'm feeling rather lost lately
I wish that I wasn't like this

I've missed out on so much in life
I can't deny
my brain has me crucified
hung up on entrusive thoughts
I'm feeling rather lost

how did I get to this place
walking down roads
forgetting the feeling of home
becoming more comfortable feeling alone
company has me at wits end
my inner monologue doesn't seem to bend
I can't stop the sounds prom inside
and it's hard to keep track of time
my dreams are melting into reality
and so I never feel very rested from sleep
I'm feeling rather lost lately

I wake up with emotions
too hot to handle
I burn myself
and so I try not to care for myself anymore
than truly necessary
becau caring certainly hurts
more than disassociating
melting into the dirt
I'm feeling lost lately

I really wish I wasnt like this

© Jada E. Clark