Turns out
I'm still in the thick of it
Thought the pain was over
Got some closure
Thought I stopped the bleed
But emotions hit me
like a ton of bricks
Wish you were a memory
I could just delete
Yes I'm still healing
Learning, breathing, feeling
Wondering, thinking
Makes me dizzy
Close to screaming
Got a feeling you're scheming
Coz why do I have to
go through this shit again
It's a shit show
Let me know
When this rollercoaster ends
© Juno James