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Anxiety/Panic attack

It emerges from the depths of my mind,
A dark void 
Unforseen , perfectly disguised. 
My thoughts grow clouded,
Unable to see, 
My reality,
Enshrouded..

Everything is dark,
In the cloak of night, 
Tears unshed, 
A voice unheard, 
Lost, 
Full of dread.

These silent screams,
Reverberating back to me,
Is anybody listening?!

My soul's outcry, a silent roar,
In flames it burns, forevermore...

I’m suffocating,
Knives in my chest,
Fearful anticipation
Apprehension,
Burning through my veins,
An endeavor bound for despair,
In the shadows of the unknown...
Can anyone save me,
Is anybody there ..?

Im pulled under, 
Every struggle met
With deeper descent.
Further,
Until I'm buried alive,
Will I…
Survive ?

I see my life
Flash,
  Before
    My eyes…

Once more, into the abyss, 
A spiral descent, 
Drowning in the depths...

Once more, into the abyss,
A spiral descent,

Drowning in the depths...

Suffocating,
      in the weight of this unknown...

And I,
      can't,
           b r e a t h e.

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