I see things in black and white because I saw too much in my past. Not one side of the color passes me, though. It was like I was living in old movies. At night, I lay my head down. I think about all those days that I was looking for some hope. I couldn't see the bright light. It was like I had my eyes closed. My past was full of dark days. Now, I am living in the present. There is a change, but it is too far to see. I was trying to put some color in my life. But the darkness overcame the color.
Now I see with my heart. So my heart can mix this color. To paint me something beautiful with all those colors my heart made for me. I thought I would never see something this bright before. I had to put my shade of faith on. I close my eyes for one minute when I open my eyes. I saw something I thought I would never see again. It was bright as can be. I couldn't believe my eyes. But I also wondered if I would ever see the light of all. As of this moment, I still can't believe it. As far as I can see now—the color changes. The color in front of me is dull. The color behind me is white and black. It's like repeating the same thing. I guess that's why the pain won't go. It is holding on to those dark days when only darkness existed. But now I have a sign of light. The color changes with every step I make.
Now that I can see my future. It is as straightforward as it can be. I have to put my faith in positivity. Push back fear. Pray that no one will turn the light off. Then, I will go back to the dark. Thank my heart for this perfect picture. To show me, I have to believe in myself. That someone sees for my heart. Because I don't want them to notice me from black and white, she died a long time ago. Someone turned the light off. Now, I had only to look in front of me. I just had to follow that bright light. To lend me to my future. Because the future is clear, and there is something at the end of the road. I can see it as bright. I can see a rainbow at the end of that rainbow is my happy place.
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