Sometimes I just have to accept
The fact that we are no more
It's kinda hard though
But I can't change it
Not in a million years

You taught me more
Than I needed to learn
Nothing good last forever
When my everything turns into nothing
I'll wait for it to fall back in place

Even when you cracked my cave
I still hold unto you like lollipop
Your eyes always
Got me infatuated
Bare looking at it

Growing old together
Was what we thought of
Having babies and building a home
Was part of our agenda
Then you left with no notice

Though it wasn't love at first sight
I still can't solve the puzzle
On how you sneaked
Your way into my heart
It worked like magic

You may be as free as a bird
I am but a pet
That is been caged and locked away
From the outside world
Making me crave for freedom

I take all the blame
If only you forgive me
And I will forever despise you
If you don't give me
A chance to prove me wrong

I lost myself
I dwell in pain
I'm attracted to nothing
But Sadness and loneliness
And it quench my thirst for happiness

I can't help but been distracted
By my thoughts
Which capture by memories
And insight of love
Oh how broken I feel

If this is love
Then I don't want it
It this is love
I don't want to feel it
It's definition is pain, hurt and torture



© Quin Ary Mark