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a day in which I exist
how was your day?
crap.
why?
because.
because why?
because it was a day.
a day in which i still exist.
a day in which I still exist and cannot stop existing because it may cause harm to others as well.
a day in which i still exist-
another day without him.
another terrible fucking day that i have to get through because I can't do it with or without him.
he's gone, and until I can be with him, my days will continue to be crap.
continue to be shit.
continue to be the worst possible days.
until I'm with him and he can take away the darkness that takes over my day.
until he can bring to it the happiness and sunshine he believes i deserve.