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Suicide
Oh how I'll never forget
"iv left you a card I'm sorry I can't be there but it's for the best"
Never wanted a card again
I feel sick when I get one
It's like the past is punishing me for not moving on
The text from my dad saying
"sorry but I have to be gone"
Now I feel dread when my phone says I have one
The way that suicide took my family
And took the girl I once was
The way everyone thinks they know me
But really they will never know
The way iv always look back thinking what did I do that made it wrong
Sometimes Ill sit down and just cry alone with my thoughts
The time hasn't healed the pain but made me fog it over
The way I will always think back to the days in October.
© Seulgi-eun
"iv left you a card I'm sorry I can't be there but it's for the best"
Never wanted a card again
I feel sick when I get one
It's like the past is punishing me for not moving on
The text from my dad saying
"sorry but I have to be gone"
Now I feel dread when my phone says I have one
The way that suicide took my family
And took the girl I once was
The way everyone thinks they know me
But really they will never know
The way iv always look back thinking what did I do that made it wrong
Sometimes Ill sit down and just cry alone with my thoughts
The time hasn't healed the pain but made me fog it over
The way I will always think back to the days in October.
© Seulgi-eun
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