hello world lord lovel again I guess you didn't get my last letter I picture it perfectly.. let's try it again with a little bit of an experiment I brought along a little soul.. to my home of Shattered dreams



her name is Samantha she is 22 years old she's addicted to crack...


because she was in a relationship with some douchebag named Mark....

she said he's the reason why she does

does this s***



can I ask you a question how do you feel when you take that s*** do you feel numb does it kill the pain

ask me why do you ask

because I want to try something

I got a glass pipe filled with crack and my right hand and a lighter


Let Me Whip out the pistol in my right hand with the bullets cart with shame

listen to this is very important don't try to run


go right ahead and scream out for help

it really does not matter what you do

the eyes of people you are a waste of time and resources because you're going to go out there and do it again

so you want to blame the world for all your problems with nobody around around so I want to test that theory so make your choice


it does not matter which. choice you may because of your killing yourself and your family....

so take this crack and this gun make your choice

wrong choice you pick a long death

should you pick a quick death


now the chamber doors are open now you can't blame the world for your problems


welcome to the world choices and denial


now leave my shattered home

leave me in the darkness while waiting for your funeral my friend


this cannot be true


I will miss you

lord lovel.....