A sudden bolt of coldness engulfed me,
Our space is slowly getting darker,
I am watching her as she slowly digest the news,
I couldn't do anything but to weep in silence.

This very Earth seemed so unfair,
Two years ago she just lost her mother,
Now her father's state is unclear,
I am lost in vain, I can't think straight.

Losing the very man who carried you in this world,
Is like losing a pillar that supports your soul,
I certainly know the feeling because I've lost mine three years ago,
And that sadness I felt still haunts me in my dreams.

Her father is someone I wish to meet,
I wish I'd be given a chance to formally introduce myself,
Just like her mother, I was just able to tell her my name in her wake,
Now to her father I can't even comprehend.

How to act normal,
Her brother is just in front of me,
Unaware of the horrow he is about to witness,
I wish he'll have the courage to take it.


/ I'm sorry. I'll end it here/

© silvervierre