To bad I didn't know before I took my first breath
I was gaining the most disgraceful family crest upon my chest
Maybe I would've just decided to stay within my bubble of prenatal walls until I died
It didn't seem to make a difference when the world first felt the wail of my cry
I just shouldn't breath it only hurts my chest
Why hasn't God let me die..these words I scream while on bended knees staring to the sky
Before I had a fighting chance my mother left me all alone
Ever since her backside is all I've ever known
So I took my first steps one by one and no one to hold my hands
Now 36 years old and my life has no difference in which it stands
I just shouldn't breath it only hurts my chest
Why hasn't God let me die..these words I scream while on bended knees staring to the sky
I remember how good dreaming used to feel
I would escape the world and pretend nothing was real
But when I would awaken the nightmare would rage on
As even other...