...

16 views

why?
I‘m scared.
You said the limit is further away
And now I feel completely unprepared.
You know I try to survive these days.

I know it’s unstable
but you said it’s okay like this.
So why did we need to sit at that table.
I don’t know where it went, my bliss.

I don’t want to go there
and I can’t because of school.
I try to do it on my own. I promise I‘ll care.
Just please change it again, the rule.

You know I have good and bad days
and I can do it alone because I am.
I can find my own ways.
But even if not, no one would give a damn.

Not even you,
because for you I am just a patient.
But someone you hope that get through.
Someone you try to help without hesitation.

But I promise your plan won’t help.
please promise me you won’t send me there.
you wouldn’t hear my yelp
Because this wouldn’t be fair.

I thought I have more room to the limit
but now you set it different.
I don’t know why, but I am scared every minute.
Please don’t tell any of my parent
© lisann