once you stop following their rules they will get angry because they are scared if you will lose. yet they didn't know how it feels like to have a reason just for once so I can be happy with my own struggle of the consequences I will made.

what's the point of not controlling how you wake up when others control how you feed because they wanted you to be healthy and happy but does that makes you really okay to let them destroyed your own boundaries you make? just because you sleep late yesterday then make you eat on it while you cry inside just because you wanted them to be happy.

why am I like this?

I just wanted to just be me and happy without others controlling what I wanted just because they loved me.