Part 1

It sure seems like I always lose each time we play this game
Even with the dope & the booze, my problems still stay the same
I am broken, battered, & bruised & here I lay in pain
I'm tired of living so confused so I run away in shame
God, give me the strength not to use - I try to pray His name
But all I ask for is refused so I live each day in vain
I try to loosen some of my screws so no feelings may remain
This ain't the life I wanted to choose & most would say it's insane

Part 2

Fuck this shit! I can't take anymore
I've hit rock bottom then went through a trapdoor
I'm lower than dirt & in a world of hurt
I've been losing so long that I quit keeping score
Bet you'd love to see me now, wouldn't you?
Go run & tell them all the things I couldn't do
I can't go near your...