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I miss you
I stare blankly at everything
I hope that one day I'll see you again
But this remains to be an illusion
A nightmare on repeat
I may try as much as I can to shut it
But I'm no longer in control

Everything and everyone looks like you
Can't count how many times I chase
Hoping that it will be you
But just another dream
One I wish would be true
But albeit I'm powerless

My heart aches,it bleeds
It just pumps blood slowly
Reluctantly because you're no longer here
I miss you more than anything
At least if you were to read this
You'd understand
But you're no longer here with me
I may cry and have no voice
But I'm sure you are not coming back
I wish it was different

Nobody chased you but you left
I try every substance in my system
Hoping to see you fade
But all I do is damage me
I probably will join you
Sooner or later
It's gotten worse
But what's the point
When it's vivid that you are not coming

I can't promise to wait
I'm definitely impatient
And why wait when you're not visiting
How cruel of you
You can't come through in my dreams
When I die visit me on my deathbed
© dolph.thee.poet